Incantation


A white well
In a black cave;
A bright shell
In a dark wave.

A white rose
Black brambles hood;
Smooth bright snows
In a dark wood.

A flung white glove
In a dark fight;
A white dove
On a wild black night.

A white door
In a dark lane;
A bright core
To bitter black pain.

A white hand
Waved from dark walls;
In a burnt black land
Bright waterfalls.

A bright spark
Where black ashes are;
In the smothering dark
One white star.

This Girl


This Girl In The Dark
Has a beautiful face without a name
And a beautiful smile to hide the pain
This Girl In the Dark
Has cuts up her arm
Loves nothing more then self harm
This Girl in the dark
Doesn't know how much longer she can keep trying
Everyday she's slowly dying
This Girl in the Dark
Sits all alone
Wants a place to truly call home
This Girl in the dark
Wants nothing more then to be free
I know this because this Girl is me

the pain


the pain that you feel,
but cant touch.
a pain you know of,
but cant explain
a pain so feirce
you go insane
the unknown pain
that clutches your heart
and burns in your soul
the pain
in your life
to strong to carry on
the unknown pain
that clouds your mind
and devours your every thought
the pain of broken promises
broken dreams
the pain
thats unheard of
the pain that's
not seen

Broken Heart

I will never forget the days we once had
The days when you were everything to me
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever
But now I realize that was all a big dream
The feelings I have for you will never go
I wish I could take back that one regretful day
The day when I willingly let you slide from my arms
Never did I think of the astonishing pain of regrets
That I would once have to live through
The sight of you in someone else's arms
Makes my heart shatter into a million pieces
I sometimes wonder if you still think of me
Or if to you, I'm just a face in the crowd
I wish so very much that one day we can have it all back
But for now, I'll sit here silently
Remembering all the memories we once shared
Everyday my love grows much stronger
Hoping that one day you will feel the same
And put back the pieces of my broken heart.

A tremble of fear consumes me
The moon resides little light in the dark

Thickened with rage, the air suffocates me

The warmth of my tears dry with the cold

There's an empty, hollow feeling deep inside

But there is also a feeling, I'm not alone

A moments thought is interrupted

By a kiss of fates harsh control

Footsteps echo as I walk upon the black street

I seem to have lost all of my control

A moan of the wind quickens my heart

I struggle to find where I should go

An image becomes apparent in my mind

And a wistful smile comes to my lips

A wash of sadness and confusion aches within my heart

I am left within my own darkness

 

 

A camera's shuttering flashes

Time crawls in slow motion

In these still frames of life

Reality reels within a dream

Reflections of the past, the present

Slowly form and then collide

Shattering into thick liquid pearls

Swirling, stirring through air and time

Flowing into a silver stream

Where the rest of my memories bleed....

 

 

..> An unkown cold has fallen unto me

A subtle stranger I've come to be

A hidden void has taken its form

I've become empty, my heart, it scorns

I blink, my eyes, now hold no light

I nomore see in just black and white

Shades of grey cover what's real

There are no colors, life's what you feel

Words hold lies, nothing's left true

So many are sheltered of all that's cruel

Quickly corrupted, innocence is lost

Sins are becoming an everyday's cost

Hearts are now gaurded of being torn...

(broken)

Personal, selfish wants are the deadly token

Forgive and forget, is all but a tale

Grudges hold and slings life through Hell

This truth now threads straight through my core

I can't help but hate what many seem to ignore

...an unknown cold has fallen unto me

a subtle stranger I've come to be

a hidden void has taken its form

I've become empty, my heart...it scorns