i never thought i'd do it
or atleast have the guts.
to hurt myself so badly.
have so many cuts.

whenever i got so angry,
i just have to let the blood pour.
i dont feel a feel.
except after its a little sore.

no one ever notices
and if they do.
i tell them its nothing
and its true.

i was never ment to be here.
always a mistake.
maybe i should just leave.
for my familys sake.

In the darkness of night
In a candle lit room
A temtation strikes
The gleem of where the light reflects
The shine that twinkles in my eye
It takes away the pain
From those moment of truth
Its there to tempt you
Its there to free you
Its there to make the truth go away
To show you a place not far from here
A place where only oyu exist
Alone once agian
Not this time in fear
It is but only an object
That holds so much power
As tears hit the floor
It grows heavy on your skin
As your tears deepen
So it gos too
Tears mixed with the blood as they rush to the floor

Hay whats up my name is megan im 18 and i reall like hanging out with friends and family members!!! anything else just ask